FOTOKOFFEE | Fall

That school boy.

2011-10-29T01:55:00.001+08:00

I've had you

2011-10-16T15:53:00.002+08:00

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like a resignation to the end

Always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

And I don't want to live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And i wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened

And that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger

And that feels so rough

You didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records

And then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I dont know.

2011-07-20T12:51:00.003+08:00

You know I gave my all and I thought it'll be just you and me.

Well, I don't mind, yes, but fuck, I don't is it just me or you!

That was pretty witty that you said, no exchange.

That you only be the one who will coordinate.

I don't like it to be on one side and I don't like it to be just that!

Well, tonight, I'll post one, and see what's my reaction to it.

SMILE

2011-07-11T23:39:00.003+08:00

I get to smile today.
Been away from blog since three months ago?
=)

Alot of things were done, alot of things has passed.
Had a week of pain, at home, bed-ridden, for my piles.
I had the most difficult times ever in my life, apart from circumcision.

=(
I'm down now.
I'm having another mind in my mind.

2011-04-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

Bored lah siak!

Sincere-Lee

2011-04-17T02:15:00.005+08:00

Secret for life or not, it will still be known to people.

I'm not a very good boy myself, but I have my own value.

To be real unknown to people is still impossible.

That is why when I chat with you I speak the truth.

I am trying to story tell you but what is wrong with you?

You went offline before I could hear what was happening from you.

Well, apparently it wasn't you, you surfaced but "he's" still haunting me.

I can still keep my face up high, higher than I suppose to if you like to trick.

Where can I put it? You said you lost respect for me, yes it's you, Boylit92.

I lost respect for you too after a good escape you did, a good trap I fell in, well, it was from you.

Yes I was brought down by your words, but things don't happen on the net.

This will not bring me down further because I know Boylit92, you'll bet. Ahah!

Signing off by, "I'll see you as school starts!" Yeah! I will see you there!

Don't take a pin down, with dried chips for me to bite on like a bear.

Lee, I am Lee...

The rebel you would never know until you find me a quarter mile...

Lee, I am Lee, I shall sign off now with a smile! =)

FUCKIN SILLY

2011-04-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

I don't want to be amused by you.

I don't want to have anything to do with you.

I am not your toy, not your boy you could play with,

You need another silly cunt for you to kick.

Why do you want to run?

There was not much fun?

I cared for whoever you are,

I got this from you so far.

Fuck you!

What do I really want.

2011-03-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

I want to know you.

I want to know who you are.

Who you really are.

I miss you.

I miss for who you are.

I miss what we've made.

I liked you.

I liked for who you are.

I like your smile.

Now, I hate you.

I hate for who you are.

I hate what you are chasing for.

Stones

2011-03-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

I remember way back way back when

I said I never wanna see your face again

Cos you were loving yes you loving somebody else

And I knew oh yes I knew I can't control myself

And now they bring you back into my life again

So I put on a face just like your friend

But I think you know oh yes you know what's going on

Cos the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong

You used to call me up from time to time

And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line

The words of love lay on my lips just like a curse

And I knew oh yes I knew it gon'ly make it worse

And now you have the nerve to play along

Just like the mistro beats in your song

You get your kicks you get your kicks from playing me

And the less you give the more I want so foolishly

I will never be your stepping stone

Take it all or leave me alone

I will never be your stepping stone

I'm standing upright on my own

You showed your colours

2011-03-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

Dive a little bit further

Don't get out, the morning wants to keep us safe in here

Resting on your shoulder

We won't go, until there's no more people out there

You can make it click

Making me pop

Going for the goal

With the clean cut

Searching no more

All melodies

Are coming ashore

Flushing over me

You are all over my rainbow

Taking the scene in my crazy dream

Only you are on my rainbow

No one else here

Nothing else gets near

Nothing's fast or slow

It's in between

Were red and green

Where land and oceans meet

Peacefully I'm quiet

Cause nothing here is mad, bad or dangerous to know

All melodies are coming ashore flushing over me

First impression of me. =)

2011-03-03T00:13:00.001+08:00

First impression of me. =)

Answer here

I was around, was away

2011-02-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

I need to have a good balance of this.

I made a wrong stay.

I was just around while I was away.

- leeronson.

GERAM

2011-02-11T11:40:00.003+08:00

I can't take it, I can manage it.

I don't like you!

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

Aku rindu myself.

I Am Leaving

2011-02-04T01:46:00.002+08:00

I have decided.

I have decided to leave it all behind,

because I don't need them.

The smell of Vaseline still on my fingers.

Del,

I want to tell you that I can't proceed with all these.

I am tired, I am a dope.

I don't know to leave all or one.

I thought to leave all and left just one.

I haven't shortlisted them... but I have a few in mind.

Why I decided to leave?

I have found no happiness.

I found little joy.

I saw pain at every corner.

I have to stop,

but I'm not leaving one.

You can have my calls and messages.

You can have all what you want,

but nothing comes in handy with that...

because I have changed my mind.

My history ends here. Fullstop.

You Are

2011-01-27T11:44:00.000+08:00

Everywhere I go, I could smell you.

Hey thanks! I'm good. Giving birth in march. .the 2nd babygirl. .haha. .still schooling?

2011-01-25T11:58:00.001+08:00

OH nice! Yup still schooling, in Poly now. So far so good ah, busy busy life! =D

Ask me anything. =)

Hey, how r u? Wah u grow taller already ah. Bet ure more taller than me already. .haha!

2011-01-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

HELLO! Yes! Ahahaha! I m good! Yourself? Lama tak jumpa! Hows life so far?? U've got a cute baby girl! =D

Ask me anything. =)

1 destination & where will dat be? and why?

2011-01-24T20:22:00.001+08:00

Initially was London... I think I'll go for Europe, Netherlands to be exact to have a good occupation and life there. & I'll bring my family along, if all permits. =)

Ask me anything. =)

What are you most afraid off? why?

2011-01-23T19:48:00.001+08:00

What are you most afraid off? why?

Answer here

what will you do if you found out that you've been cheated?

2011-01-23T18:59:00.001+08:00

=) I will try to find out about the truth if it's really her/him whom had cheated me and I will never forget. I will never trust the person anymore.

Ask me anything. =)

formspring.me

2011-01-23T16:59:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything. =) http://formspring.me/leeronson

If you could master one skill what would it be?

2011-01-23T16:58:00.001+08:00

Patience.

Ask me anything. =)

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2011-01-23T16:55:00.001+08:00

Initially, a teacher then a pilot. Now, I guess a designer. =)

Ask me anything. =)

Hi hi! :D

2011-01-23T16:33:00.001+08:00

Hi! =)

Ask me anything. =)

I Do Not

2011-01-23T15:28:00.004+08:00

A little not too late... at first.

But now, honestly, I don't feel like that.

I feel nothing but just an ache in the heart.

I don't know who to believe.

Whether should I even believe you or not.

I believed people for long but now, or rather since

I was conscious about this, I already started believeing myself.

I suppose.

Why is it too hard to say?

What makes it too difficult for you?

It is certainly hard for me cos I have nothing to say just after you.

I felt your words were too good.

That's what I think.

I'll look at it and try my best to make it worst.

What have you not talk about to anyone? =)

2011-01-22T03:28:00.001+08:00

What have you not talk about to anyone? =)

Answer here

What was your favorite year?

2011-01-22T02:59:00.001+08:00

Uhm, one... I say 2009!

Ask me anything. =)

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

2011-01-22T02:57:00.003+08:00

Haaha... Lee Ronson.

Ask me anything. =)

How many countries have you traveled to?

2011-01-22T02:57:00.001+08:00

two only.

Ask me anything. =)

Fry Flat

2011-01-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

I came quite far long after you came in.

As I was wondering again, I thought you came first than me.

I think again, you should know.

When you call, I don't know, whattosay.

I went into a mute mode, just silent and waiting for your approach.

I said I'm good, you say you're the same.

What I think of you, honestly, I should say I don't know.

Sometimes, I feel like you're lying to me.

You were faking not every single words but just really difficult for me

and yourself to know what is going on.

Yes, you answer, at times you don't.

I should say I like you.

I don't know.

FOLDS

2011-01-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

I WAS BEING FOOLED BY A FOOL!
FOOL'S FOOL!

I don't fit your bill and you don't fit mine either.

2011-01-06T01:47:00.001+08:00

"We don't speak the same language. I don't make time cos I can't. So if I think this way is the best, then it'll be the best forever. "

Cheetah!

2011-01-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

You don't lie to me.

Yeah, I know that's you... but don't do it.

Say it right in front of my face.

Don't try to make me feel better.

Cos I don't forget liars!

Good Morning 2011

2011-01-01T05:09:00.003+08:00

A little not nice.

I don't know about tonight...

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

I am a being and u are one too

U were talking to me first before bringing in number two

Now you're saying me for you

But what's next to do?

You giving me chills I never had

You talking sweet like you ever met

I'm right in front of you, I can go anytime, I could think of Plan B

Though aggressive not simple, not boastful like you did

I don't know which direction I'm heading

The last I was talking of voices...

20 Eleven

2010-12-31T04:11:00.002+08:00

I can't imagine because it's real.

2010 have passed so fast.

I didn't manage to stop and stare.

Many things happened in a short period of time.

Towards the end, it was sour, bitter & sweet, in sequence.

I played alot. I lazed around alot. I laughed alot. I pondered less.

I hated some parts in the middle, I hated some people, I hated myself at one moment in time.

Resolutions for 2010 didn't meet at all.

I'm bringing it forward now, and adding some.

I hope I'll find a new joy and create some new joy and enjoy all my new joy.

Hello 2011 !

Sick and Tired

2010-12-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

I can now.

I heard people calling.

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

So since when I started doing?

Seven days more I felt like 7 minutes.

Ample time wasn't given to me because there was a saying from you,

too little will make you late, make you wait.

I've been here but never been there.

Everyday's pain in the butt.

Yes I do have problems with myself, I have problems with you

and I have problems with this group of people.

Your sounds can go on and on and the essence of a juvenile in you

still not dormant since last year at date.

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

No one is shaped like a glass, craved out nicely just

like the ice in Harbin for exhibition.

We're human after-all.

So what if u're up there?

Respect that has to come in.

I came far along and year's ending soon.

Alien

2010-12-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to say this.

I don't know how to play this game.

I could have probably found somebody,

Or I've been thinking I'm already in the fame?

This pain is never gonna be out of this.

My tears might have already wet these chips.

Today's Saturday.

I'm at home.

Friday, I was in the bed for almost the whole day.

Assignments ready only 13%.

More to go.

Wednesday was my group assignment's dateline, and did pretty well I guess.

Absence

2010-11-08T14:37:00.001+08:00

This will be silent for a week.

A week more for the truth.

It Kills Me

2010-11-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

"Apart of me wants to leave, but the other half still believes."

I want to see how far I've come and to see the dark side.

I've been really bad, I feel bad.

What's the point?

I will ask that myself tomorrow.

I don't need all that, I don't know but there's

something is lacking.

I guess I need someone.

Someone to talk to now.

Tomorrow, I'm not ready.

I'll get to know the truth,and not ready for school.

I promised myself, this' not gonna affect me,

my school, my future.

I want it to be brighter and negative.

If, I say if...

Only He knows how this is killing me.

Built In And Out

2010-10-18T12:07:00.002+08:00

I know what I want. I knew it since back then.

I wanted to have a life like a friend but never happened.

It happened for quite some time, now that I'm here,

I think I'm ruining my bright side.

I have cheated myself, I blamed myself, now I feel

everything is unbalanced, it is to one side.

The first, it was the first day of last month.

Subsequent, I felt more like frequent.

It went really far that I can't keep track of the time, the day

and the date.

I can't focus or control, I let everything passed like fate.

My head's spinning now. The room spins when I get down.

Fuck myself, I'm really stuck myself, I'm dirty myself.

Batteries gone flat there we were so tired.

Perfect position in ways, perfect dimension.

Calls coming in the morning, so stubborn I didn't answer.

I thought it wouldn't be so bad but that was at first.

Now I'm seating alone thinking what to do,

thinking what to say, how do I do?

What is on my mind, what do I do,

What do I have to do to make it up.

I told myself in time that I have to prove,

that I have to do what I'm s'pose to do.

I've lost all the trust, the dignity after all these.

I couldn't forgive myself for what I did,

Sweetie said that I'm ruining myself.

I spend time doing shit after shit after work,

getting tired, now exhausted,

I made a promise with the ocean to help me out with the memories.

I made myself.

I want to tell

2010-10-13T13:01:00.001+08:00

I really have got a story to tell.

Fly With You

2010-10-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

This is happening

2010-10-07T09:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes... I feel bad, sometimes I feel good.

I don't know what else is coming, I'm not gonna let this devil

take me far from myself.

I never knew what was coming, but the choice is on me, that

I can predict how it would/could be.

I feel bad because I was curious... perhaps I was greedy too.

A little Crush

2010-09-27T10:45:00.001+08:00

Let's not over analyse, hope we don't go too deep with it.

It will end soon.

2010-09-16T18:11:00.004+08:00

Stupid fool. Can't make up its mind, like shit.
No I won't try because I'm fucking tired and hate September.
I'm walking straight down the aisle, not turning left or right,
straight into the Devils' eyes.

I'm tired.

She

2010-09-13T21:39:00.003+08:00

Look Back

2010-09-13T18:30:00.006+08:00

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

2010-09-13T04:01:00.003+08:00

Click on it.

Extra Crowded, I.D

2010-09-13T01:30:00.005+08:00

I'm still 'round the corner

I'm not going anywhere

I'll be out like you in the summer,

I know you're better off, somewhere.

I know I didn't cheat myself

I did ever lied

I heard what you said last night,

I thought you had just died.

Days went as per normal

Doesn't mean it went smoothly

Did I say you're a criminal?

Then, I thought I did.

Disco, disco, Boney M

Dance, dance, like she dances

Don't want to cos I'm afraid,

Doors closed at 11 pm.

The Littlest Things

2010-09-13T01:01:00.004+08:00

Modu founder Dov Moran displays the Modu, a a tiny cell phone that pops into interchangeable "jackets" to become a bigger, smarter phone, or into other gadgets

to connect them to the Internet, Tuesday, Feb. 5, 2008. The company, an Israeli start-up,

plans to launch the phone on Oct. 1 with Telecom Italia SpA in Italy, OAA Vimpel Communications in Russia and Cellcom Israel Ltd.

Trio of women play the world's smallest grand piano at the headquarters of its creator Sega Toys Co. in Tokyo Wednesday, Dec. 6, 2006.

The one-sixth scale electric grand piano equipped with a keyboard with mere 4-millimeter (0.16-inch) wide 88 keys and with an auto-playing function

weighs only 2.5-kilogram (5.5 lb). The "grand piano" is put on the domestic market from April 1, 2007 at 47,000 yen ($408).

In this photo taken Sept. 2, 2010, Edward Nino Hernandez, 24, poses for a portrait as he holds the Guinness World Record Book 2011 during an interview

with Associated Press in Bogota, Colombia. Nino is recognized as the world's shortest man in the new Guinness World Records 2011.

Dr. Rachel Wagner watches as her three day old pinto stallion named Einstein meets a horse named Play My Heart in Barnstead, N.H., Sunday, April 25,2010.

The diminutive horse born in New Hampshire could lay claim to the world record for lightweight foal.

The pinto stallion named Einstein weighed just 6 pounds and measured 14 inches in height

when he was born Friday in Barnstead, N.H. Those proportions fit a human baby

just about right but are downright tiny for horse, even a miniature breed like Einstein.

Cathie Jung of Mystic, Conn., foreground, speaks with Laura Ricker, right, and Clarina Bezzola about wearing corsets during the

Manhattan Vintage Clothing Show exhibition and sale Friday, Jan 31, 2003 in New York.

Jung is the holder of the Guinness Book of World Records, smallest waisted living person, 15 inches.

A prototype of the world's smallest car, the Naudal, is seen in front of a French two horse-powered car,

la Deux Chevaux, (2CV) in Quimper, Brittany last December 1996. The two-seater Naudal, at 2.17 meters (yards) long, is smaller than the Austin Mini at 3.05 meters (yards) which has been considered by

the Guiness Book of Records as the smallest car. Frenchman Bernard Lannaud designed

the car as a solution to traffic jam problems and hopes to find a sponsor soon to build the car.

In this photo released by Carnol, Switzerland and Raffles Museum, undate photo shows

the world's smallest fish on record in an acidic peat swamp in Indonesia, a member of

the carp family which has a see-through body and a head that is unprotected by

a skeleton, researchers said Wednesday, Jan. 25, 2006.

In this Oct. 2006 photo provided by Baptist Hospital, a healthcare worker holds Amillia Sonja Taylor.

Taylor was just 9.5 inches (24.13 centimeters) long and weighed less than 10 ounces (284 grams) when

she was born Oct. 24. She was delivered after just under 22 weeks of pregnancy; full-term births

come after 37 to 40 weeks. Parents of Amillia got to take her home Wednesday, Feb. 21, 2007,

for the first time since she was delivered last fall.

A tarsier (Tarsius Syrichta) rests in the palm of its caretaker while being fed June 23, 1997 in a

farm in Bohol province, 396 miles (640 kms) south of Manila, Philippines. The tarsier is the

smallest primates in the world and considered as an endangered species.

from xinmsn|news

Bad Feeling

2010-09-02T07:36:00.002+08:00

I had difficulties my way.

All was on my path.

I don't know what happened

But I can tell what was said.

I had Monday's blue brought forward.

I am feeling thirsty today.

How could I predict that it wanted to go without

Thought that I have the same pay.

I have to resettle them later.

My later would mean really soon.

I don't have any reason to move

Cos I have got the different letter.

I missed, and missed these it.

I have trouble in my belly.

I have trouble falling asleep

I don't feel good after sleeping.

2010-08-25T14:45:00.002+08:00

Scared

2010-08-25T02:34:00.001+08:00

Not a little bit but alot.

SUNDAYS

2010-08-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

2010-08-23T04:30:00.002+08:00

Seasonings

2010-08-23T04:19:00.007+08:00

How do I say this?

I've got lots to say but what is it that is bothering?

& whaaaat is it that I wanted to say.

You know, I hope things are doing right for me, I hope nothing in anyway

have gone wrong.

I'm not enjoying myself but I'm giving a time for myself.

I am missing my school mates, my best-est friends, all of them.

I don't want to see things by myself, you know?

I don't know if you even realised what was happening.

Every Sunday. Sunday Morning.

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

i have shortlisted my babes!

In the next post perhaps?

No Network Coverage

2010-08-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

"We only say goodbye with words."

I think it is like a season now that people older than me, or rather I should say

the adults, generally, are having their PMS at any time, anywhere.

They don't understand this fucking kid here.

What is busy to them? What is busy to us?

What is forget to them? What is forget to us?

Why do I keep forgetting like something which I or them thought I could

remember but they never give a thought for a second that we are too

engrossed in what we are doing, thus we forget something really fast.

I think I forget faster than them.

"He can't find any joy."

It's like saying nothing sweeter than sugar.

That is when Angie Jolie comes into the picture.

Okay, lame!

FUCK LAME!

"Really, like I knew I would, yeah you know I cheated myself."

Life's a flame like ass is the material, life the flame, the charcoal.

If it was only...

"If it was more than I could stand, I won't grumble."

Now the final frame, I want to say that I'm so fucking tired to entertain nonsense.

I will laugh perfectly. I will do everything perfectly.

Okay what I'm trying to say here is still vague.

These are all my flow of blood.

For freaking 10hrs, for motherfucking 8months, for the fuck that I

do not really care, FUCK YOUR LIFE!

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

I'm having two modules now, everyday never been at home, been

stressing out with schoolwork.

2D Art Fundamentals & Materials and Finishes.

Nothing more I could say, they're equally difficult, relatively easy.

Time lah, and shits that have been bothering!

Annoying.

Will Be In Town

2010-08-01T23:36:00.004+08:00

DELPHIC lah dey!

August 11th, Live at Zouk.

Tickets from $38.

A.

2010-08-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

A long time ago...

A long time never been here...

A long time I never want to go there...

A long time I wouldn't want to do anything.

A time that I thought I have to make up my mind...

A time to think what's blind.

A second I will not regret but...

A minute I should have walked past fast and left.

A lot more to think of...

A lot more to finish...

A thing that's already reaching to the bottom is...

A thing that I have to do instantaneously.

A moment that I have had a glimpse of...

A moment that I wouldn't want to forget about...

A strike of lightning from above is ideal...

A thought of should go or not, or to give it up.

A thing that I have to finish again...

A thought of going or not going...

A thing that keeps bothering me...

A time to close my eyes before I'm asleep.

The Best Revenge

2010-07-11T12:02:00.001+08:00

Hey, oh

How much does it cost

To live the life of the dreams?

And how long will I

Keep wondering how I could be?

I want cost

There is a price

And it may not be nice

(Hey, oh) Where is your smiling face?

(Hey, oh) Say hello to a world of disgrace

(Hey, oh) How long will I wait

For the best revenge?

So how much did you lose

To live the life of the dreams?

And how does it feel

To absolutely be so complete?

I want cost

There is a price

And it may not be nice

(Hey, oh) Where is your smiling face?

(Hey, oh) Say hello to a world of disgrace

(Hey, oh) How long will I wait

For the best revenge

Oh they got all the answers

Hey, oh

Best revenge

For the best revenge

(Hey, oh) Where is that smiling face

(Hey, oh) Say hello to a world of disgrace

(Hey, oh) How long will I wait

For the best revenge

I am

I want cost

There is a price

And it may not be nice

I AM THE BEST!

2010-07-09T00:07:00.004+08:00

OI! OI! OI!

2010-07-02T19:38:00.007+08:00

SINGFEST lah sey!

More artistes to be announced!

The featured ones are so boring, except for 3STM!

East Coast on Sunday

2010-07-02T00:32:00.006+08:00

More to it!

Superstory Answer

2010-06-21T12:04:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday, I went out with some of my beloved primary

school friends. Not all of them turned up but who cares about them?

"Lu tak suka turon tengok muka kita, itu lu punya pasal! Pegy shave bulu ketiak pon cantik ah!"

Yeah! There were five of us, then four.

Fazrina, Ain, Suhaila, Shadiq & the handsome, gorgeously-adorable, Lee Ronson.

Whoooooooooppssssss!

Yeah, not much went 'round town, story-telling our funny, cracked head moments

during our primary school life... make me laughed so hard!

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

Today school starts.

Right now, I'm eating instant noodles with my niece watching Super Why on Okto!

-___-

Rob The Bank

2010-06-20T02:04:00.002+08:00

$680.

The price of a premium ticket to watch the Berlin Philharmonic in November.

The most expensive ticket for an Esplanade presentation, ever.

Go.

Why?

2010-06-18T01:26:00.001+08:00

Why I didn't know about this?

Since when did he put his foot to the island's ground?

How come I wasn't told?

What the fuckk is the two skeleton head doing at the back there?

Why? Part Two.

2010-06-18T01:23:00.001+08:00

And why is this a good movie?

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

Thanks Apiz for the treat!

Worth the large popcorn! =D

Who's My Bitch

2010-06-17T02:00:00.001+08:00

Intuition

2010-06-16T15:59:00.001+08:00

Like Shiokk huh Orchard Flood!

Lucky I didn't go.

Step Up 3D

2010-06-16T01:51:00.002+08:00

Still A Kid

2010-06-16T01:01:00.001+08:00

Kid: a child or young person; used as a familiar form of address; a young goat.

Still a kid sit 'round one corner.

Perfect time to bitch about and bad time for me to focus on these shit.

I'm still a kid, a grown up kid.

I'm stupid, you're stupid too.

God, something about me which no one could help it.

There is something about you you need to alter one or two.

I want to find my own and see it for myself.

I want to know what I want to know.

In the same lift, not the same thief but a new stranger for me.

FIFA World Cup 2010

2010-06-15T15:46:00.003+08:00

So far the results are...

Group A:

South Africa 1 - 1 Mexico

Uruguay 0 - 0 France

GROUP B:

Argentina 1 - 0 Nigeria

Korea Republic 2 - 0 Greece

GROUP C:

England 1 - 1 USA

Algeria 0 - 1 Slovenia

GROUP D:

Germany 4 - 0 Australia

Serbia 0 - 1 Ghana

GROUP E:

Netherlands 2 - 0 Denmark

Japan 1 - 0 Cameroon

GROUP F:

Italy 1 - 1 Paraguay

more to come...

Cup Of Life

2010-06-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

Mexico 1 - 1 South Africa

Congratulations to Titisan Temasek for being the 1st runner-up

for Sayembara Teater 2010.

.... ... .... ... .... ... .... ... ....

WAKA WAKA! This time for AFRICA!

WORLD CUP FEVER!

Alejandro

2010-06-09T01:23:00.003+08:00

Hero

2010-06-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say.

I can never trust those people around me called friends anymore.

Reasons are like the worm doing his 2.4km kilometer run 'round the bush.

Really, I can't keep and put it in the kettle.

You can never know what will happen.

Or for you to say that I'm too close to my emotions?

I don't think so.

STRANGERS TREAT ME BETTER THAN MY FRIENDS!

FUCKKING HIGH-RISED NOSEY PFFARKER I TREAT THEM LIKE SHIT IN THEIR FACE!

I have patience, I have feelings.

Honestly people, I fake every smile that I make!

FUNNY PEOPLE

2010-05-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

" Sometimes ah, these people ah, very unpredictable you know.

When they like, they say yes,

when they don't, it's like... "

~ Lee Ronson

Argh, FUCK I don't care!

Keep But...

2010-05-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

See I told you that he's gonna win Idol.

.... ... .... ... .... ... ....

So long, short time to get everything and anything done.

I came down real slow but now pacing myself.

You as long as you want to know, you listen.

Sometimes I thought I need to shut it down.

I never know how late it will be but sooner or later, I'll

be the regular late-comer for this.

I'm used to it, it's just its problem that

I can never avoid.

How can something easy be difficult for you?

I never remembered whatever you said,

but I remembered what you say.

I practiced what you say.

When talk about sincerity, people never understood

it clearly and they don't know how to express it.

It's in it but to put in words it seems a little hard for them.

Miss All My Friends

2010-05-21T09:32:00.001+08:00

more than this...

When He's Pissed Off

2010-05-21T08:19:00.002+08:00

The recent Hail Storm in Oklahoma City, May 16th 2010.

HYPOCRITE!

2010-05-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hello, hello Baby!

Hello, hello Hypocrite!

I want to say & ask one thing,

Hello, hello, are you kidding?

But shit brought you down to the center of the Earth,

to make you feel and be sociable to the Heat,

Case by case you want to check it,

Sadly, you browsed through the wrong book, Bitch!

I'll be sad if you think that I'm a shit,

but not to forget you are also being one of the sickest kid,

You never imagined how it can turn out to be,

I can show you how to help these operate and, bet you'll leave!

VOCA PEOPLE

2010-05-20T07:59:00.000+08:00

Awed By Simplicity

2010-05-17T07:49:00.002+08:00

You know, I never had thought this could happen.

Time is so unkind.

I look up to you just like a sister...

and I look up to you as a friend, who wants it for the better.

Sometimes, I'm left stuck in the bin.

Words are so unkind.

You see this as a threat, I'm not threatened in the first place.

Don't even think of how much time & effort you will waste.

I don't feel at home when I thought just like I how I used to

Mentally unkind.

I'm tortured but still hanging on, this cos I got lot to do.

I do not want to turn the other way 'round cos I know I could pull through.

I don't want things to take me down, under the sea and rot like Titanic,

which was useless, gigantic they called it but not helping.

Sad.

Hiatus

2010-05-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

I am back!

I didn't rot, it was only that my eye bags got heavier.

From piled-up assignments to camp then to the last week of the block,

I am feeling so burnt up and exhausted!

Most importantly, I had fun with my course mates and my brothers & sisters from TBC!

Many things I have went through.

The hard, the easy, the pain and even the sweet ones.

I'm gonna make a change, I don't care what people are going say.

I am me who will let no one turn me into something that is not me.

I'm enjoying my days after camp, because I have told my biggest secret to

these group of people whom I trusted & I believe I can, we can pull through!

Let's fight, fight, fight!

I see life!

I feel life!

I live life!

I love life!

Day One

2010-04-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

Okay! We were in the wrong class on

our first day of school. How cool was that??

-__-

I LOVE DAYS!

2010-04-18T03:03:00.004+08:00

I FUCKING ENJOYED DESIGN ORIENTATION CAMP AH!

"OOOOOOOO... DESIGN POWERRRR, DESIGN POWERRRRRRR!"

"LEMME HEAR YOU SAY VOLKA, LEMME HEAR YOU SAY VOLKA

LEMME HEAR YOU SAY VOLKAAAAAAAA...

LEMME HEAR YOU SAY VOLKA!"

"WE'VE GOT OUR VOLKA, LET'S DRINK IT .... UPP!"

"VOLKALA VOLKA VOLKA VOLKA AYYY YO AYYY YO!"

TRYING SHEEESHA AH!

FOR THE FIRST TIME! WOOOHOOOO! =D

Boring Case

2010-04-12T00:40:00.004+08:00

As usual, what do you do when you're bored?

I decided to meet Nurul 'cause I got nothing better to do.

So got nothing better to do, went 'round the plaza, walk endlessly,

eventually, walk straight into... home!

Stories shared as usual, with our loudness & our slip-of-tongues, AIYOH,

cracking head!

HAPPY SCHOOLING to my friends who are starting to visit school tomorrow,

have a great day ahead! =D

I have another week to go, & can't wait for the camp. Looking forward to it.

& Nurul will be going on the search, looking for her Mr. Cinderella, whose shoes needed

to be found... real soon! AHAHAHAH!

Yeah! Now, I've been looking forward to a brand new tomorrow, like... I don't know why,

all of a sudden I feel silently-happy. Okay, weird.

Now, I want to go to bed, & I don't want to wake u early in the morning, but I have to.

-__-

bluek! boring, teeeettttt!

Not Fully Recovered

2010-04-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

I'M TIRED & SO SICK OF BEING SICK!

Bed

2010-04-02T19:51:00.004+08:00

Okay, first and foremost,

I would like to introduce you to my wife.

She's been the wonderful singer in my life.

"Amy, go get your life then I'll consider!"

Will be meeting her again, in my dreams.

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

I was in bed from last night till 6pm this evening.

The cold turned into a fever and with Kodomo on my forehead,

I felt like it was killing me even more!

Apek! Vitamin C satu!

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

"I can't stay on your life support 'cause there's a shortage in the switch,

I can't stay on your morphine 'cause it's making me itch,

I said I tried to call the Nurse again but she's being a little bitch,

I think I just can't get out of here!"

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

Yesterday, was April Fool's Day.

And, today is Good Friday.

Twister at Marina Barrage was a blast!

I loved it man!

With good/cracking head people around, why not, you know.

I'm gonna search for it in Toys'R'Us.

Looking forward to next outing! =)

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

Israel, Israel...

US, US...

Hais...

*shake head left to right*

Alright

2010-04-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Damn!

I totally forgot today is April Fool's Day!

-__-

I'm so in daze & sleep didn't help.

Livin' Da Vida Loca

2010-03-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

Just to see myself up there is not easy,

but my flowers seems to be the hardest thing I could call for them.

They understood. They want to.

The question is, do they really have it?

Never I thought this could be so difficult but never I thought this

would be difficult for them like forever.

I don't want to see it as a thing which I wouldn't want to say.

CRAP!

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

I don't need anything, just your honesty and self-believing to take this.

I want to see them happy, happier than me.

I want to see them lead a very good life, better than mine.

I don't like to suffer, and most importantly, I don't want you guys to suffer.

Who would love to? No one.

I'm still positive and I will, show it to you people.

Tell yourself, "This is me, that is who I wanna be!"

;)

Speed

2010-03-26T01:44:00.002+08:00

Speed lah!

I think I want to take back my words.

No I don't want to think about it anymore.

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

4 days to go... and anything can happen.

Anything is possible...even the greatest thing ever.

Who knows Tsunami ke?

Wake up to a better tomorrow!

Sizzling Hot!

2010-03-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

I'm doing much, not taking a break.

I've been tying up my stomach and stuck on my meals.

I will sooner or later get the hits and I'll be lying on the

bed, then be bed-ridden for few hours or more.

A crystal is never competitive.

Crystal ball is.

Wish I have this that I would look at the things in a new perspective

and at an angle where no one would notice me.

How I wish to be the one inspecting the stars.

All I wish is ever-coming-true and will come true in the future.

Everything about this, I never thought it could be so deep than I ever imagined.

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

I mean, this, I never imagine it could be so deep.

"Noticing you, you noticing me..." that kinda stuff, but...

I don't know & even if it's true, both must be like, "What the Fuck?!"

And be so sorry.

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

Scary, that is! Awkward moment of silence like what my best friend told me.

Really, really Delphic.

Evening Set

2010-03-23T10:37:00.007+08:00

Well, I didn't expect all the messages were true

about my impression on you.

I don't wanna get caught.

Sheeessh!

If I can sew a zip, I'll shut my lips, I will let you speak.

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

I hope everything will be fine next.

It's not gonna be difficult in that sense but no matter

what keep believing is the key, babe!

I have to dump all the shits and strive to a greater

height at the same time helping the ones whom I thought

will forever be in my life.

Sometimes, negative minds are dirty minds that I think

I should start not to look into it anymore.

I have to keep up with the time and people to get this all started,

I suppose. It will sooner or later!

"Somebody come get me, come get this life out of my hand..."

Exhausted

2010-03-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

Many, many things happened past five days.

Worked four days straight, and the feeling was ...

I want to quit the job! AHAHA!

However, still waiting for the right time to come.

Yesterday, was awesome!

I loved it. It's been a long time since I last ate Satay

at Lau Pa Sat.

Nice people around, funny, cracking head type of people,

really I think should concentrate more on this work, perhaps,

from now onwards.

Going to get the cert from the school and meet up with my sec 5

lovely guys. I really miss them!

Outing, outing please! Soon!

Then gonna meet Sarah this afternoon and get started from there,

I suppose!

Self-believing, always have to be in your heart.

& be humble. :)

Even absolute!

2010-03-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, they're not redundant. They're helping in a way.

Twitter made it even clearer!

Hungry

2010-03-16T02:35:00.002+08:00

'cause all they do is respect and go away.

Easy Busy

2010-03-15T02:17:00.003+08:00

I never had given a minute to think,

I was looking for something I thought worth searching,

See it won't be easy if you take it,

But you will get it at the end of the whole thing.

Keep easy, it'll be easy!

Self-believe dude!

Telephone

2010-03-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

Click here to watch video.

A tipple a day keeps obesity at bay

2010-03-09T12:37:00.002+08:00

Women who drink a couple of glasses of red wine, beer or spirits a day are better at keeping the pounds off than women who do not drink at all, according to a study published Monday.

Researchers at Brigham and Womens Hospital in Boston asked more than 19,000, normal-weight US women aged 39 or older how many alcoholic beverages they typically drank in a day, and then tracked the women for around 13 years.

The largest single group -- 7,346 women or just over 38 percent -- said they didn't drink a drop, according to the study published in the Archives of Internal Medicine, a publication of the American Medical Association.

The second biggest group -- 6,312 women or nearly a third of those surveyed -- reported drinking the equivalent of around a third of a five-ounce glass of wine or a third of a 12-ounce beer. They did not explain how they managed to do so.

Twenty percent of the women said they drank the equivalent of up to a glass of wine, a 12-ounce beer, or a single-shot drink made with 80-proof spirits, while six percent said they had up to two drinks a day and three percent had more than two.

Over the 13-year follow-up period, the women who did not drink at all gained the most weight, and the women who had the equivalent of two drinks a day were the least likely to pack on pounds.

The best drink for keeping the pounds off was red wine, but all four types of tipple included in the study -- red or white wine, beer and spirits -- showed the same "inverse association between alcohol intake and risk of becoming overweight or obese," the study found.

Twisted Nerves

2010-03-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

My mind is messy now.

I know what I'm doing but I feel so vulnerable.

I really feel so vulnerable.

I never intended to and now every little words that's

coming out from my mouth...

I feel like I don't have the right to speak anymore.

No, or rather, I don't need to speak and be regretful.

The predicament is so great that I thought I should say it and

confess, just to avoid a big fuss in the future.

I really thought I am a fucking immature juvenile, so weak & the

fact that I'm Aquarian, I don't know why is it hard for me to show

my true self to the people around me.

Having confidence and self-esteem doesn't really guaranteed.

Even if you have all that, there's some part of you deep, really deep

in your soul, that makes you feel scared, nervous and that you are

vulnerable to your surrounding.

I told a friend, really close friend, and one I really trust the most.

Nothing is free(sic), but also have to bear in mind, not all is guaranteed.

I'm imagining the future and I would keep on dreaming just like how I used

to do when I was younger and make that happen.

Really happen.

I got shot and you shot me down, I hope, for the better.