Friday, February 4, 2011 (1:46 AM)
I have decided.
I have decided to leave it all behind,
because I don't need them.
The smell of Vaseline still on my fingers.
Del,
I want to tell you that I can't proceed with all these.
I am tired, I am a dope.
I don't know to leave all or one.
I thought to leave all and left just one.
I haven't shortlisted them... but I have a few in mind.
Why I decided to leave?
I have found no happiness.
I found little joy.
I saw pain at every corner.
I have to stop,
but I'm not leaving one.
You can have my calls and messages.
You can have all what you want,
but nothing comes in handy with that...
because I have changed my mind.
My history ends here. Fullstop.