I know what I'm doing but I feel so vulnerable.

I really feel so vulnerable.

I never intended to and now every little words that's

coming out from my mouth...

I feel like I don't have the right to speak anymore.

No, or rather, I don't need to speak and be regretful.

The predicament is so great that I thought I should say it and

confess, just to avoid a big fuss in the future.

I really thought I am a fucking immature juvenile, so weak & the

fact that I'm Aquarian, I don't know why is it hard for me to show

my true self to the people around me.

Having confidence and self-esteem doesn't really guaranteed.

Even if you have all that, there's some part of you deep, really deep

in your soul, that makes you feel scared, nervous and that you are

vulnerable to your surrounding.

I told a friend, really close friend, and one I really trust the most.

Nothing is free(sic), but also have to bear in mind, not all is guaranteed.

I'm imagining the future and I would keep on dreaming just like how I used

to do when I was younger and make that happen.

Really happen.

I got shot and you shot me down, I hope, for the better.