but my flowers seems to be the hardest thing I could call for them.

They understood. They want to.

The question is, do they really have it?

Never I thought this could be so difficult but never I thought this

would be difficult for them like forever.

I don't want to see it as a thing which I wouldn't want to say.

CRAP!

... .... ... .... ... .... ...

I don't need anything, just your honesty and self-believing to take this.

I want to see them happy, happier than me.

I want to see them lead a very good life, better than mine.

I don't like to suffer, and most importantly, I don't want you guys to suffer.

Who would love to? No one.

I'm still positive and I will, show it to you people.

Tell yourself, "This is me, that is who I wanna be!"

;)