Wednesday, February 24, 2010 (7:16 AM)

Reluctant, I wasn't.
Just in case you ask, "what do you mean?".
You're acting like a kid next door spouting
nonsense like an *stmf, not needed at times.
Biting your fingers would be a problem, babe.
I came down far from the East to head down to the West
& got the news as soon as
I bit down on the ginger in the rice.
Where was I? Oh!
Yeah, I was reluctant but you know, people would say, FUCK the world! Who cares?
Where was I? Oh!
Yeah, I was reluctant but you know, people would say, FUCK the world! Who cares?
Who really gives a damn??
A click on the button & there you go, be my friend.
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A click on the button & there you go, be my friend.
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Last night, I rushed to JP to attend to something I'd call it a norm when in need.
Well, soon as I got home, I pull out the case & started fixing.
That is LEGO! =)
I can't remember when I last played with those little fragments which will make you go mad
along the way when you don't get to find them when you need them.
Ain & Qaisy was on their own at first & I was asking for some parts for almost every minute before they decided to give up & continue watching the telly with my mother.
It took me twenty minutes to get it done & this give me a thought whether or not to get one LEGO set on pay day.
Apparently, in need of a lappy & my plan on having a bank account was abandoned last August, seriously, & it never worked out.
March babe March!
Still have that licence babe!'
Many, many things.
Lee really needs to get a life, a real life perhaps, after turning Eighteen & make sure that every plan is rational & lasts for at least, forever.
Cupid says, making those possible and really happen.
Just that, I miss spending time with friends, sharing stories & the laughters we had, made ourselves look silly each time we hang out together.
Well, some needn't to be said. They're already leading a life of their own & venturing out the good & bad. For Lee, still long way to go. It's like saying, so far yet so near.
When I sat down contemplating what's messing up, sometimes I tell myself that I don't know what to do next. I can't be having an adult to just so called "spoon-feed" me.
Well, I am independent but when it comes to making decisions, I can have the world's time.
I believe things can wait up & importantly, I know what I'm doing & I can wait.
Life of yours is different from mine. Although some might be similar, but still, different, okay?
&& I think, honestly, nothing on this Earth can really fulfil all of the humans' desires & wants.
I reckon, a porn star whom we sees as a person that has got everything they want, that is, sex and all of its fetish, still there's this thing in them, or rather, in us, human beings, that we still feel something is missing even when we said it ourselves we're happy but actually deep down, not really, and happiness doesn't last.
Happy is inadequate.
"Well, I'm speaking like a virgin, who's not trying the Gin cos he wants to tell people the figure of the pressure of the blood entering his vena cava, like originally never been shot by an arrow has rose double," said Brother Virgin.