Half Startled
Sunday, January 10, 2010 (11:35 PM)

Now this time I guess I should say I came all the way
down not from Mars, nor Venus, but I'm God's.

I'm just immuned to these shit that made me weak, but
not for long, I recovered. Then, it came again.
Too tired to fight, not weak. It was just that I'm
lack of words to win over the game.

Whether I'm good or no good, I still put on my mask,
just to fake all the littlest things that took me there.

... ... ... ... ...

It is quite an emotional thing for me when the topic of
friendship is talked about.

Been five years, and it is so DAMN fast!
The bonds were strengthen almost everyday since day one,
all of us first met.

Ups and downs, through all the laughters we had, I can't
believe all those are coming to an end.
I'm sure that that will not be a barrier for us to stay keep
in touch because after this, we will be leading our own life,
possibly with the same or the old friends.

But, what's the use of the cellphones?
We still can communicate over the phone, and meet up, right people?

I really hope, and I am looking forward to the challenges I will
be facing eventhough I thought 2010 will be a promising year for me.
I guess, not yet.

All the best! Don't give up if you didn't make it, I am going to stick
to this... know what's exactly your goal, who you want to be and live
to the fullest!

Don't stop gaining knowledge. It is essential for us to succeed.

Really, I don't know what to do, just hope for the best!
Pray to God, the way to calm yourself down.